Time for a new beginning...

Well boys and girls it's time to get this shit on the way, eh? If you are reading this then chances are you used to read my old journal, deathofsociety. It's very true, death of society did a lot of good for me over the years, allowing me to express a lot of pent up frustrations and emotions but the truth is, I don't need it anymore. You see over the last 2 months I have started a new chapter in my life. A chapter I wasn't sure that I would ever be able to write. Finally, thank god, finally I've come to a point in my life as to where I can put the past behind me. I have one person to thank for this and she knows who she is. For those of you who by some chance might not know...her name is Heather. You see for the last 2 months Heather and I have been building a relationship that to me already seems stronger than any that I have ever have. She's given me a hope of the future that I didn't know existed. She's brought back a part of me that died a long time ago, a part of me that I burried and didn't want to feel again because I thought it would hurt to much to have it come alive again. Not only did she bring the Bear back in me, she brought the man too. God I can honestly say that I am happy, and not only happy on certain levels, I mean happy in ways that don't exist with me, happy in ways that fill me in every way. She's got to be the most amazing woman on earth because she's already pulled off some miracles. It's just kind of funny to me that the one thing that I ever really wished on a star for came true and god I can never be thankful enough for her. my friends, I know your reading this and you must be smiling because everyone of you has always said you wanted the best for me, Well I think the best is starting to come out and I've got one really special lady to thank for that. Not to mention she is totally beautiful to boot (how did I get so fucking lucky eh?) I only hope that I can keep a little more steadiness with this journal and keep you guys updated a little better because the future is looking really good and for those of you who have stuck with me, I want you guys in on it. So until next time friends, Peace.